Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Band Of Brothers

We come together in the name of Jesus Christ
Our fearless leader who paid the greatest price
To save us from our sin
So let us now begin
To raise an army to make the devil think twice
 
We are a mighty band of brothers
We are the army of the Lord
And we will battle like no others
Until his kingdom is restored
Yes we will fight with all our courage
Going to war in Jesus' name
And no matter what Satan tries
We will have victory just the same
 
We'll raise our banner so all the world can see
How Jesus came to set all of us free
The greatest story ever heard
Is written in his word
So let's tell what he has done for you and me
 
On this rock I'll make my stand
With the Spirit here to hold my hand
And through his love I understand
Just what we're doing here
 

Monday, August 14, 2017

Melancholy Way

The children are playing in the park
Having the time of their lives
Meanwhile, I'm sitting in the dark

Trying to find the will to survive

I'd give the world to have those dreams again
The promise of a time soon to be
But how do I keep on dreaming when
The ones I had have all abandoned me


I'm in a melancholy way today
I can't escape the feeling
And I don't know what to say
To hold the spirits of the past at bay
And make the sadness go away
 
There isn't any use in pretending
That things are ever going to change
To some tasks I have to keep attending

And others that I must rearrange

I gotta find a new reason for living
And that reason needs to come from within
I guess it has to start with forgiving
Myself so that the healing can begin
 

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Road To Recovery

I don't know if I'll find peace
On this road I travel on
Will I feel the sweet release
When my demons are all gone

Will I recognize myself
When I see what I'll become
Or will it be someone else
It doesn't matter
It could be anyone

On the road to recovery
I don't know where it's going
But it's where I want to be
And the greatest discovery
Will be when I see
What is waiting for me
When I've finally been set free

I thank God for my friends
Cause I can't do this alone
They give me love without end
That I don't feel on my own

I'm beginning to learn
To live one day at a time
By the grace I'll never earn
As long as I accept it
It will be forever mine

Oh, pretty good is good enough
There's no point in beating myself up
For not being perfect when nobody can
Yes it's gonna be a struggle
And I know that I'll fall down
But I'll be lifted up by helping hands

Thursday, July 27, 2017

Losing Myself

I look at my face in the mirror
The image is starting to crack
Nothing seems to be getting clearer
No one seems to be looking back
I close my eyes in terror
And open them to see
That there is nothing left of me
 
I'm losing myself
And I don't know what for
I'm floating away
From what's kept me on the floor
I'm starting to fade
From the portrait of what my life looked like before
Tell me what will become of me
 
I stumble into the bedroom
To witness a scene bathed in red
My body lie there on the mattress
A fresh bullet hole in my head
How can this have happened
Why am I still here
When will the answers appear
 
Who would have done this
I don't understand
How someone could murder
Such a simple man
Can somebody tell me
Why is there a gun in my hand
 

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

You Are Loved

I know your heart is breaking
And there's nothing I can say
To give you any comfort
Or brighten up your day
The world has turned against you
And you lost the hope that you were dreaming of
 
You are loved, you are cherished
You're the one that we all adore
And this love will never perish
It will stay the same forevermore
There is nothing in the whole wide world
That can take this love away
And I promise this to you today
You are loved
 
I know we've had our differences
And we barely get along
But in spite of all our conflict
My love for you is strong
So I pray that in your sorrow
That peace descends upon you like a dove
 
You're a beacon to all
For the kindness you show
And the light in your eyes
Makes my heart start to glow
I'd give anything to see
That smile on your face once again
 

Monday, July 10, 2017

Grateful Evermore

It was five and a half hours
In a shiny metal tube
Trying to calm my unsteady nerves
Took seven glasses of lube
I was greeted with smiles and hugs
From people I'd never seen
Only looked at their pictures
On my computer screen

I didn't know what would happen
Didn't know what to expect
When I walked through the door
To a world I won't forget
Didn't realize that I would find
What I had stopped looking for
But I did and I'll be grateful evermore

The surprises kept on coming
One by one it seemed
Everybody was so welcoming
It must have been a dream
To think that all these people
Were happy to meet me
It brought tears to my eyes
For all the world to see

It was a four day party
That I didn't want to leave
I had more fun in that short time
Than I can believe
Now I'm back in the real world
But nothing is the same
I'm a different man than I was before
My life's forever changed

Monday, June 26, 2017

Deep As The Sea

I have seen and I have known
I have wandered all alone
Through the day and through the night
Through the darkness and the light

I have tasted and I have felt
I have given of myself
Everything that I could give
Just so someone else may live

But I've never seen the light
That is shining in your eyes
Every time you look at me
With a love deep as the sea

I gave up my wandering days
Just to be with you always
And I never will regret
The time together that we spent

All good things come to an end
Whether lovers or just friends
But the memories will last
In the dreams of our past

I had never seen the light
That was shining in your eyes
Every time you looked at me
With a love deep as the sea

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

From Afar

Another busy day has reached its end
Fighting all the traffic once again
The lights are off as I pull into the drive
There's nothing here to make me feel alive

I wonder why I bother going on
Then my phone begins to sing a happy song
It's a message from the girl who stole my heart
She did it even though we've spent all our lives apart

I can't wait for the day
When we finally say hello
Hand in hand, face to face
We can let our feelings show
And my friends, they all tell me
That I'm reaching for a star
Girl it's true
I have loved you from afar

I'd give up all I have to see her face
With her and me together in one place
I'll take her in my arms and she will know
That this moment is forever and I'll never let her go

Yes, the moment will arise
That I look into your eyes
And the world will simply fade away
So now I'm asking you
We can make this dream come true
And let our lives begin today