Not So Much

I am saved by grace through faith in you

But sometimes I feel there's nothing I can do

Like Sisyphus pushing a stone up a hill

I am doomed to persist in futility still

I am losing the faith I need to start anew

 

Tell me why can't I learn how to trust you

Why can't I give you my heart

Why do I keep doing all of those things

That constantly tear us apart

Why do I find it so hard to believe

In something that I can't touch

Your grace is sufficient

But my faith, not so much

 

Where can I go to begin again

How do I find the strength to keep on when

The world is allied against me

And there's no way out that I can see

And it seems my time is coming to an end

 

Please tell me that you have a plan for me

And there's something more that you want me to be

Cause I'm tired of playing this stupid game

Where everything always ends the same

Can you take away these chains and set me free